I’ve moved a number of times in my life. Each time, I embrace the new and am eager to move on. It’s the same now. Sydney calls. My friends and family call. All my possessions currently locked up in storage call.<\/p>\n
This morning I bought my ticket out of Bhutan. I fly out on Friday. But as I was walking out of the airline office, I had to fight hard to keep from crying. The friends I’ve made here are close, but I’m not sure that those friendships are stronger than I had in Japan or Belgium or Australia. To see the mountains and know it’s the last time – that I won’t see them again for… Normally I’ve stayed in a country for 3 years before I move on. Could it be that?<\/p>\n
Of course there’s Marie. I don’t know what will become of us after this and it has my emotions stripped raw. But it’s more than that. Bhutan has a lot of problems – some of which seem like they could be easily solved – but I think back to the first months I had here when I thought that Bhutan was the most civilised country I’ve ever been to. I still think it’s true. The problems, even those that could be easily solved, aren’t any bigger than we have in other countries.<\/p>\n
I can’t stay here. I don’t want to. But I don’t want to leave either.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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